Gridding the Age of Adeline

it's June already! i've been spending all my entire days, out of the blog, with my activities and schedules due to my Clinical Practice for 1,5 years from now. yeay! i am a Co-Assistant in Hospital now. we, Indonesian, called ourselves "Dokter Muda".

first thing first, i brought another "Grid-of-The-Month" again. and FYI, when i was on these duties and works that unbelievably annoying and tiring, i didn't took any important picture to share :(. so, sorry if today's Monday-Pick-Up-Favorite-Photo-Grid didn't come quite nice and maybe a lil bit boring. so here i am start from the top left to the bottom right.

1. TimeHop is a great application to remind us all about some memories that we may accidentally forgot. the photo was taken when i was on my eleventh grade, we were having a vacation from school to Jogjakarta. the photo was taken -i believe it was- in University of Gadjah Mada. we were having College Visit and was being told in a Hall about how important to reach our dreams and stuffs. and i also remember that when the Teacher was speaking up front, i was like yawning all the time and busy with taking picture with my fellas. yeah, those days of being a naughty girl was kind of Fun. after we left the hall, we summoned our friends to took some pictures. and one of them was it. i miss this moment so much....
2. 3,5 years i've spent for this day. a Bachelor Degree. YES I'VE GRADUATED with Bachelor Degree of Medicine Science. it was the best achievement that i had for the last 5 years (i think..?). for the factt that i was lack of many things, and here i am..... *crying rainbows*. 
3. Being a Co-Ass (Dokter Muda) is not easy.  it's not about how me manage to study and learn all the lectures, but its responsibility was high enough to lead us to jail. yeah, we are one foot across the jail door. no matter how good you are, how smart you are, if you don't have any attitude, any experience to deal with human matter, you surely are dead. not literally dead, but well just imagine how you spend your day inside a steel door, so cold you can't complain. "so, if you know the risk, then why you wanna be a doctor?", asked my inner unconsciousness. well, being a Doctor was no merely a children dream. after all this time i learn about many life-experience, i do realize that i lack of sympathy, lack of many things about observing other people, and i lack of intelligent about human. i wanna know it, if i could i wanna know everything. about Human. Human was a great creature that was ever lived. yes, we are a greatness inside an imperfection vessel. yet, we could adapted to learn from others. so, why? so, how? so many question that i didn't reach the conclusion till one day i've become a Medical Student. it was an amazing days, and i am still moving forward. there are lotsa things that i wanna know. and this is just the beginning. well, my second reason was, because i don't like being looked down from anyone, so i was kinda made this as my prove for those people who love to underestimated other people.
4. those twins are my fav post tonsiloadenoidectomy patients. they are Azka and Azki. well, i just love how they look after the operation's done. they were both had Tonsil inflammation on the same day. and just 24 hours after the resolution post operation, they're both still hyperactive as ever. i just love them. look at those smiles.
5. well, how should i say about this picture yeah. it was on 28th May, on someone's birthday. i was celebrating his birthday with his Mom and Dad. it was unplanned, i was on the Hospital, didn't even realize that it was 27th already, and that day i had my clinic closed earlier than usual. so i decided to go back to Bekasi and prepare things with his parents. so much fun and joy on his birthday. yeah, i could feel it. but, some people just didn't love to see me happy. i don't know. maybe because i celebrated his birthday, and people like "OMG, is Didih celebrating his birthday? how stupid she is." or maybe something like "the hell man, didih's being stupid all over again"............................................................ am i wrong for being kind to make someone happy? how selfish you are? yes, i knew deep down he was my Ex-boyfriend. but he was my boyfriend. my other family, cause their parent has taken good care of me since a long time ago. and i just want to repay them no matter if it's just a simple thing. that's how i pay to anyone whose nice to me. i repay them with happiness. not like some people who forgot other people kindness so easily, especially if it's related to money. no offense here, please. it's not about being insincere, it's about how you respect other people, so thank you if you know what i mean in here.
6. Sunflower. Sunflower. Sunflower everywhere. i was changing almost my social media display picture with this sunflower. i was getting tired of people who copying, stealing my photos and using it for felony. how bad is it? so bad! i realized that i didn't even put in any watermark or credits. but please, just ask me if you like it. i can give it for free, just say the word. i am no picture-profit-maker. i'm just a girl who love to do many things and get bored so easily. it means, i'm just ordinary girl. so, to prevent any wickedness, i locked and private-account my -almost- every social media. so, if you've befriended with me, just be happy okay? i've deleted some accounts too.

one more thing, Age of Adaline movie is the best so far, in romantic scenes. i love Blake Lively, and i love her in many ways. rating : 8 / 10

"This movie will leave you thinking about your own mortality and what a privilege it is to grow old with someone you love. " ---- someone said this on Tumblr

Love, Dee xxoo