what do you have in mind when you suddenly, out of nowhere, find something that belong to the past? flashback-ing, yes?
i was once felt in love with a man that i never ever think that he could ever know about this feeling. so huge, so warm, something that i never told or even had an idea to share it to anyone.
i remember that day. so vividly clear. about me looked at you with enormous feelings. even i couldn't bear it back then. i recall every feeling that i kept, how i couldn't focus when you were around. how i hate your existence for the fact that you made me feel so special. no, i knew it wasn't you that i hated, it was me. letting you came into my heart was a mistake. because of me, you had to burden such hatred toward someone i knew. cause i made you feel hate, anger, and disappointed.
i know i am a hopeless romantic. you know, someone who loving so hard and can't get away with it. someone who will do anything to please the lover. even they know that the heart will broken one day.
October 2012.
how can i forgot that day....?
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