i wish i could stay in my dream to remember this moment forever

PS: (ascending from left to right)

i believe that things going so smoothly as time goes by. when i realized that my life was such a burden to other people, they kept on convinced me for i will never be their burden.

please do tell me, that my life could change into a better and beatify.

these are some photos that i took and used for the last one week. every picture has their own story(-ies), some of them were bring my mind into some memories which i used to love. Clair de Lune by Flight Facilities is replayed over and over while i'm typing this post. the sound of its music and rhythm can bring your mind into some flashback of the last free, surreal, unforgettable night that i had together with my past. the feelings of never want a relationship to end, never want to lose the magical connection you have with another person - but you ultimately lose them anyway because you can't freeze time or keep things from changing. yeah, those kind of sensation of mixed feelings.

1. The first picture was captured when i was running at school's corridors. my friend, Ega (his name is Tegar, but i prefer to call him with his nickname which is Ega) called me mentioned that we became the couple of the day. at first it's a long thought spinning on my mind, wondering why he said that we became a couple. and then he asked to took a pict of us because of the same t-shirt color that we used that day. i was laughed just as hard and happily surprised as him and that was the pict of us being a one day t-shirt couple. and of course, there's Bang Erik, the photo-bomber :3
2. it was me and Kak Debbie, my senior in college who i love the most. the picture was taken about last year when we went to the L.A Lights Streetball together with the other seniors. she gave me the photo last week saying that she miss me so much as i miss her too much. 
3. it was evening and my dear friend, Alvin, took a picture of my eyes and said that i had beautiful eyes. maybe because of the lights emitted into my eyes imperfectly perfect and he took it with his iPhone. when i looked at my own eyes, i didn't see it as a beauty. i saw it as a sad expression because on the day Alvin took that picture, was the day that i blubbered myself to God for the unfair life that i had for the last 6 years.
4. i went to Raafi's house with Adit last saturday. it was kind of last minutes escaping the horrible facts that i had spent my entire saturday in my room reading and papering for my exams and stuffs. this pict taken as a momentum to showed Apit that we had so much fun that night and wished him to return to Jakarta soon enough before we ended up using our entire weeds without him.
5. it's supposed to be my junior, Katrin, birthday. but somethings went off and i just realized that the other junior made the cake with our entire name in it. so yes, instead of celebrating Katrin's birthday, we celebrate our team. sorry Katrin it wasn't my idea to begin with :')
6. just found the pict in Pinterest and suddenly i post it in my Path. i just love the idea of using ocean as a backdrop of the song's lyric. maybe because i love ocean the most of all. 
7. Dion's birthday was epic! he is one of my best friends in college. i have no more to say than this. he is everything for us, Anak-anak Sampah.
8. some people seeing it as Weeds (we called it ilalang, and yes it is a real weed), some people seeing it as a beautiful things
9. its a qoute that i found in Pinterest. nyaw, i love Pinterest and how they have so many pictures and links. i saved the quote just in case i need a mood booster when i was on my lowest state of mind. i really need you, dear Allah swt. O Your mercy.

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Dxoxo