OSCE and Sam Smith

it's afternoon already, and i am sipping my Starbucks coffee in Central Park. i really regretted the choice i made when i ordered my coffee. Starbucks always have their own innovative way to make buyers and coffee lovers enjoy new drinks. almost every occasions like New Year, Christmas, St. Patrick day, they make some seasonal drinks to celebrate the day. and it is my second times for not enjoying their signature drinks. anyway, i'm gonna back to Hazelnut Latte and Asian Dolce Latte as my main drink then. it's not that i hate Starbucks, it's only in my opinion that the taste doesn't suit me well. i realize that i am that kind of person who love bitter coffee but at the same time i have that little curiosity with their coffee even tho i know that i may not like it. hahaha, curiosity's really ditch me in heart.

College has made me really busy and not just classes activities, but also with Yearbook vendor & committee. if i recall correctly, it felt like i don't wanna go away from my college life. OSCE (Objective Structure Clinical Examination).

An Objective Structured Clinical Examination (OSCE) is a modern^[1] type of examination often used in health sciences (e.g. Midwifery, orthoptics, optometry, medicine, physician assistants/associates, radiography, nursing,^[2] pharmacy, dentistry, chiropractic medicine, paramedicine, podiatry, veterinary medicine). It is designed to test clinical skill performance and competence in skills such as communication, clinical examination, medical procedures / prescription, exercise prescription, joint mobilisation / manipulation techniques, radiographic positioning, radiographic image evaluation and interpretation of results.

 - Source: Wikipedia

the OSCE results will determine whether i'll continue to be Co-Assistant in hospital or failing grade and have to wait till next year exam. I WILL NOT LET THAT HAPPEN.

it's not that it's as scary as it seems. it's just so frightening that i have to diagnose 11 people with disease or do some skills to check-up their health condition. nah, it is just me afraid of misdiagnose. it may lead me to JAIL! -lol kidding- -but in real life, it will-

anyway, i'd passed my 1st OSCE when i was in 5th semester, and it will all be fine just like the old days. i will study harder and will always crave for intelligent and knowledge in order for me to become a good doctor, with moral and ethics and knowledge. this is just the beginning of my perfect ending tho, hahahaha........... *self pitying must be avoided tho*

i've been listening to I'm Not The Only One by Sam Smith like zillions times. he has good voice, SO INSPIRING. the songs, the music, the lyric, are perfectly aweinspiring for me. how he represent the lyric with his voice, calming my mind in an instant. but in this songs, i sometime get too emotionally mad yet sad. it was like, i am the Woman in his Music Video. so sad, so broken, and have to smile each night, pretend like there is nothing wrong between the woman and the man. it's true that some men like to cheat behind women back. some of them are unintentionally have habit to flirt another girl. don't they think about their woman? how about Karma? let me give you some time to think it further.... :)

 

D, is currently in happy mood. xo.